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name: Koh Deng Yuan/Ian
nick:Antiphonix
age: 17(To be 18 in 5 months time)
gender: Male
location: Singapore
hobbies: Making friends,Reading,Playing games,Listening to music,Playing the guitar,Writing comments
email: alexander2000_565@hotmail.com
Yahoo: anti_phonix@yahoo.com
There are times in your life when you feel the whole world on your shoulders
But know that i will be there for you friend
Cause when you walk along the sandbar of life and notice only one set of footprints in the sand
Its the time when i lift you and carry you in my arms
I'll be there for you
Will you be there for me?
Tuesday, August 29, 2006
Yipee!!Exams are finally over.Dunno how many sweet weeks of break but it'll be worth it.Dang man today i thought tat i can score this D'Fund paper but now i not too sure.I am worried tat i screwed up a couple of equations tat may cause my downfall in this subject.I'm already taking the CKT sub paper, and i'm praying tat i would avoid this D'Fund one.Pl zla God at least let me scrap through this one it's better than nothing.Anywho my 5th shot at being a wanted criminal will be up and about soon sori if its gonna be dlayed abit cause right now i'm PARTYING!! Well sort of,I got lots to do during this break.I am either finding a job(earn a bit of income)basically i'm trying to save up for the many games i wan to play: PREY,Oblivion 4,Battle For Middle Earth 2,Heroes 5,Chrome Hounds,Samurai Warriors 2 and most important FINAL FANTASY 12 which SHOULD be out next month.And i oso need to save my friend Seraspringfield as i mentioned tat he's taking his O'levels this year.Shit man i wish i have his ability to eat sooo little and work out.I guess i'm just too lazy for work out boohoo.Btw i'm oso asking nick to teach me guitar Yeah!Speaking of nick,today he,barry,fariz and i and a couple of dudes went bowling.(No offense but one of them really sounds like a girl i was holy shocked man).Anyway barry and i didnt bowl at all(for me i no training and ball too heavy for him he too lazy)so we watched nick and fariz battle it out.In the end Fariz won one game but nick all the sudden got god strength and won back the second.I and barry were laughing at them the whole time cause it was extremely funny the way faiz threw the ball like wanting to break the floor like tat and nick's special curl ball tat never hit a single pin!!Today was a damn funny day sia.
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8/29/2006
Monday, August 28, 2006
Yo my dear friends.If u had a good time doing today's ckt paper, well good for u.Poor little Antiphonix is bound to fail this one, and the sub paper aint gonna be pretty.Well either way good luck to all of u for tom's final paper,Digital Fund. After tom i am finally free,for a while though.Aint going back to school till Oct29.So during tat period of time i shd be working at dunno where my mum got a contact.And oso little Seraspringfield is retaking his O'level this year and so trust tat i can help him as much as possible.Better thk me for giving up my time stupid little Seras.So again to all my criminals Good luck for tom and have a happy holiday(remember to include little oh Antiphonix in watever avtivity u guys got plan during the holidays or else ur gonna get it!!).My 5th shot at being a wanted criminal will be up sooner or later so stay tune!!
JUST 24 HOURS AGO-*
8/28/2006
Friday, August 25, 2006
Yo.Today i finally "recover" from my burden of a cough.Got enough strength to eat kfc.Anyway today i would just like to say hi to my amigoes and well.....Cheer u guys up abit.I noe...Today is the first day of our exams(E-Maths). I noe some of u are still in the dumps,some going crazy some trying to jump off buildings.Listen..we all feel down at times, sometimes its cause we didnt do things right or we dun noe how to do things right.But heres a fact:we did our best.U all did ur best(i believe)in todays test.U may have flunk it u may have screwed up u may be wishing did u could have done better,BUT the fact is this:Its over,gone,clean,done,finish.There is nothing u can do about it now.Cheer up my good buddies.Some of u are like saying u are bound to fail.Tats not true.If u believe u are gonna fail of course u are gonna fail.God dun make people by telling them they're gonna fail everything in life.God makes people because well we believe and have faith.And trust me, what makes us unique is our ability to believe.Believe in what u ask, well believe in hope and faith.Its the same for ur marks.If u believe hope even pray tat God will help u pass, i dun see why u shdnt.Many people fail, becuase they fail to believe in themselves.They go like"No way i'm gonna pass todays paper.Might as well sit back for the sub paper".Ok heres wats wrong.If u dun believe u can pass i can assure things wont work out well for u.However if u noe tat u will fail,there is a way to redem urself.Believe,actually believe tat u can pass the sub paper.I noe people say tat sub papers are harder,which i'm afraid maybe a little true.But when u revise(comeon u gotta if u wanna pass)just tell urself tat i'm doing this cause i WANT TO PASS.Who cares even if u just get a P?A pass is a pass no matter wat it is.U must have the courage to actually admit tat u wan to take the sub paper cause u wan to pass!And personally, i have no wish for either one EITHER ONE of us to take the sub paper.I wan all of us to pass through this one paper and all of us enter the next year in the same class as one big family.And even if u take the sub paper, dun really feel alone, cause for all i noe noone got QnC right,so expect a couple of people to be with u IF(touch wood)if u take the sub paper.We still got two more to go through.I have not much hope for my ckt,in fact i'm quite sure tat i'll fail,But i believe tat if i put in some efffort and faith i wont fail too badly,in fact i'm hoping tat i can make the passing grade.HaHa abit of fat talk from me.Cheer up amigos.Have faith and believe that u can pull through these exam,and God will do the rest for u.
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8/25/2006
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
Wow i actually got some dudes from outer space actually tagging me. I'm world famous!!Maybe solar system famous!! Thank u these Sam and Kasier dude whoever u are. I'll try to make my blog more enjoyable as always 8D. As for the people who i message and yet to tag me.....Ur gonna get it!!! So today though i'm still recovering from my cough, i think'll write my fourth installment of my master piece, 4th shot at being a wanted criminal. So to keep things short and sweet, Buddy friends are dudes who are in the progress of being ur good friend or close friend. Its like when u reach level 30 in Maple and advancing ur second job. Btw i level 22 liao and still noone is finacing me Boo Hoo. So anywho Buddy friends can be people who u keep in touch for quite a few years. Great my criminals just logged in. Those @$#$#@!! They pansei me go pasir ris have fun today those bloody #$%@#%@! So buddy friends are oso those who DO NOT leave u in the lurch aka people who u can rely on safely.But to keep these buddy friends remb to always respect them and dont rely on them always though its tempting, it may cause irratation to them and they may end up not liking u. And DONT BE INCONSIDER BASTARDS LIKE SOME IDIOT PEOPLE I NOE or else ur friend will get mad at u like i am now. So buddy friends are people u are sure can rely on, not always inconsiderate in the least, and at least will be there for u.Buddy friends have a higher level than interest friends cause they noe more about u, like ur fav things or even personnal stuff. And the reason u tell them because u believe tat they can keep a secret for u.However if the person is just a bloody joker and makes fun out of things u think are serious by all means just either beat the crap out of them or just leave them alone. Friends are people who at the FKING least consider ur feelings when they do the things they do. U will be more willing to stick to ur buddy friends cause they noe u more in depth than other friends cept for ur close/good friends. And its good to have a group of buddy friends cause in FKING CASE ONE OF THEM TURNS OUT TO BE A FKING inconsiderate @#$@$!$#! u can turn to the rest of them. Sometimes when u believe in ur buddy friend, u tend to forgo his bad manners/attitude and try to accept the stuff he/she does. Trust me this only hurts yourself more. If in the worse case seriario this persons becomes ur close friend/real friend u will have an even hard time trying to accept him.So the best time for u to do anything is during the buddy friend stage. Try to express ur discomfort in polient ways and DO NOT get angry by his/her reaction. If they do not change try repeating poliently over a period of time. Most of the time ur peer will get the message tat something he/she does is annoying u and will do their best to change. Remb tat change take a period of time and does not happen with the blink of an eye. Even if they fail at changing Much u at least should acknowledge the fact tat they at least made an effoert to put u at ease. But if they compeletly just ignore u its best time to REALLY consider if this dude is worth u calling buddy. Buddy friends are really people who at least would consider u with wat they do and are at least considerate in ur feelings. My final example is one FKING SHITHEAD WHO I USED TO CONSIDER MY BUDDY BUT ALL THE FKING TIME HE ONLY THINKS ABOUT HIS FKING SELF AND FK HIM WHEN PEOPLE DO THINGS THEY CONSIDER HIS FK FEELINGS AND YET HE STILL ONLY CARE ABOUT HIS CB FKING SELF AND HIS FKING GAMES ITS ALWAYS HIM AND HIS FKING GAMES TO HELL WITH HIM!!! People....Lets not have friends like these ok? They are really not worth the time u give them. U think they can change, but in the end u realise tat they dun bother. Dun waste ur time, move on with other better buddies. Remb tat real buddies stick up for each others.PS: This is just my opinion and not from some national university. Pls dun come looking for me to whack.Any questions plz contact my through comments or email me at alexander2000_565@hotmail.com PSS: If today's blog seem a little full of rage i personally apologize because i am still fed up with my friends(especially one person) bit i'm quelling my anger in the least destructive way possible.Gomeite/Sorry for putting u readers up to this I'll make it up someday
JUST 24 HOURS AGO-*
8/22/2006
Monday, August 21, 2006
Though i call myself a criminal, i'll show u whos the real criminal!!One stupid Palette for 10 bloody million!Now my warrior bankrupt liao cause i bought a cheap korean fan and a panlid.AArrgghh!!Anywho today i'm gonna write my 3rd shot at being a wanted criminal.Ok today i'm gonna talk about potentially friends and i....BOO HOO i need finacial meso backing!!So anyway todays masterpiece is gonna be a little short.Potentially friends are those ppl who are not friends with u yet but have a percentage chance of being one.These ppl can be ur either first time neighbours,new kid on the block, just anyone who u noe by sight but really havent seat down and talk yet.The main thing is that when u get to noe each other try to understand each one's point of view.Just in case u end up not liking this guy cause he...perfers Macdonalds over KFC, or he reads to much nerdy books, or just plain because he is an as*hole someone u hate for the rest of ur life, DO NOT and i mean DO NOT tell him wat u think of him.Instead just poliently excuse urself away and do ur best avioding tat person for the rest of ur life.This way u 1)do not make an enemy(again?)4 the rest of ur life 2)may be able to squeeze out some help from him in the future 3)make fun of him all the time behind his back. Note* only do these things above if ur a sadistic person.I mean at some point of our lives we are bound to meet someone we dislike/hate? and at those point we would really like to blow our heads of and scream all sorts of vulgarities at them.But in a strange twist of fate, these as*hole ppl may turn out to be ur potential friends.They can be ur interest friends(most likely)cause if the both of u discover something the both of u like to discuss about friendship can blossom.But as i said if the dude is olivious to anything u say just leave him be and REMEMBER poliently just refuse hin in anyway.If he still insist on bothering u by all means call the police or just hire a mob to take him out.But dun do this in singapore.Just lure him to somewhere in Jenting and execute him there.Potentially friends are ppl who u like and they like u who u respect and they respect u.U guys may not share a common interest but its ok because u like each other. Remember FRIENDSHIP DOES NOT NEED A REASON.I'll be talking about tat point soon.Either way just give each other s hot at being friends and ur life can turn out to be a colourful road.Happy making friends.PS: This is just my opinion and not from some national university. Pls dun come looking for me to whack.Any questions plz contact my through comments or email me at alexander2000_565@hotmail.com
PSS:Someday i write a masterpiece on the supernatural,but after the seven month.Anyone who like to share his/her exp plz inform me
PSSS:If u like my master piece plz show ur support by donating some meso to Akaine or Rasenphonix in Maple we are seriously broke 8D
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8/21/2006
Saturday, August 19, 2006
Hello peers(cough cough wheez). Yes ur beloved antiphonix,who is shooting to be a wanted criminal;is sick. I have no idea when it happened, but starting wed i wasnt feeling good.Maybe i shdnt eaten to much yesterday at my pops place.AARRGGHH i feel so sick.I got a bad sore throat tat BURNS everytime i swallow,i am oso coughing like no tomorrow and for some bloody reason my right kidney hurts. To top it off i'm oso developing a nose tats preparing a maraton.Right now i shd be resting, but until my condition worsen, i will try my best to write a few stuff.God damn is my nose red...So any i heard Ting2 is going to my pops place for lunch.She says her parents been there before?! But then again how am i suppose to recongize them(nv met them b4)So miss Dizzy plz leave a nice tag for my pop i'll be letting him read my tag.Faiz already commented, so the bloody ppl who have yet to say anything(yes u noe who u are again)better watch out later my pop start throwing Butcher knives and turn Maple to M18.So ur poor little criminal must go rest a while he is feeling so weak.Anyone who wans a good meal just leave a tag and i'll tell ya the add.Great now nick just message me play maple.Sorry the criminal gotta run!(actually is just go upstairs and rest my nose is killing me)Arr marda!!
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8/19/2006
Friday, August 18, 2006
Yes more ppl tagging me. Thks to all u guys but i wan more!!Plz ask ur friends to tag too plz. Now is by right 10.30pm on 18 August.Fact is i just woke up.My crazy group of criminals i had to keep company as they invaded my house today.I swear tat Ting2 has more err enthuasmism when compared to playing fighting games compared to me.But she and nick same one only noe how to chiong, dunno ever how to block. Onli me and barry got some sense.Speaking of friends, I think i will write my "2nd shot at being a wanted criminal" I cant sleep anyway thks to Ting2. My mind not allowing me to doze of thks to what we dicussed about.I may be chiong maple till morning cause i too scared now.Faiz just sent me this breaking free song, but sounds like got something wrong dunno wat le.So today is talking about Interest friends. Interest friends are those tat share the same interest with you. They can graduate as ur good/close/real friends too.Wats the first thing u notice when u r making friends?Like this is ur first day in school, and u new this oso new guy talking about lets say soccer.Since u are also a Liverpool fan u try to chat things up with him.Tats how interest friendship sparks.It basically means tat u and another person have the same interest,possibly feelings, for a certain subject or hobby.Tats y we say soccer unites us all, or dota brings out teamworks,or music brings out each others soul.Heres an interesting fact.EVERYONE on earth loves music.It doesnt matter who or how they like it, but everyone got music in their bones.And heres the thing about interest friends.I personally like all kinds of music, exp anime jap music.Faiz like kids music,this is no joke,and this song "Breaking Free" is from a movie from the Disney channel.And nick perfers his christian songs,but because Faiz keep playing this song,and as i said we all love music,Nick now may be addicted to this song.The good thing about interest friends is tat new interest in stuff can develope.Since we both have already something in common(lets say we both have used a warrior in maple and noe the difficultie with it)we are more willing to listen to each other other interest.Nick is encouraging us to watch Naruto,Faiz is trying to bring the childhood out of us(tat wont work on me cause i dun have one),Ting2 is trying to be a comedian,and Barry is trying to make us act cool.I'm trying just to get them to grow up abit and make them play more games.We dun really wan to lose our interest friends because as i said they have extremely high potential to be better friends.For some of u u got blogs on ur friends u knew in primary school.The only reason u got them is because 1)they threatened u 2)The both of u exp something or had an unforgettable adventure together 3)U all still share a common interest.Interest friends tend to develope more interest in the stuff each other does.And we tend to like to be in contact with people who thinks the same way as u do,thus forming a special group.This little group will proberly expand throughout the years as u find other people with the same interest. Hey dun think ur alone out there.U are only one little guppy in a whole ocean out there.Dun think for one second tat there is noone as sadistic,noone as (sori) fucked-up! as u are, or as gentle and loving as u are. Ok even nerds can get married, so in my belief, there is always someone out there who is a match for u,in terms of interest/s.If u find them, remb RESPECT them,let them RESPECT u too then become good freinds, which should be quite easy for interest friends.If the person is of opp. sex, and ur of age, MAYBE onli maybe u guys can get married.Lets say i'm gay(i'm NOT but i have nothing against them in fact i got/had a few gays friends BUT we're innocent,at least i am) and i dress well, and i walk on a street and i find another guy dressed well.We like chat up a while and find out tat thought he dress well he's not gay.Dun think its over, because both of u still have the same interest(this case dressing well?)so at least a friendship can develope.Wat i have said are for freindship and not relationships!!PLZ do not misunderstand!I will yet to write an article about relationship till i get some notes/tips/facts/relationship. To sum things up Interest friends can take u a long happy way,provided u guys RESPECT each other of course. Happy making friends!PS: This is just my opinion and not from some national university. Pls dun come looking for me to whack.Any questions plz contact my through comments or email me at alexander2000_565@hotmail.com PSS:The song Breaking Free can be found my friend Faiz/Fareast's blog.Enjoy
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8/18/2006
Thursday, August 17, 2006
Today i'm suppose to do 2nd shot at being a wanted criminal, but all the sudden i feel weakened by illness so today i'll just update a little. I dunno y but i just keep coughing. Btw today was a cao siok day. First of all we(as in my little group of "criminals") got to laugh at our little barry. Today he went up to do his oral presentation. Though i wanted to stare into space just like he did during my presentation...gggrrrr...i felt oblige to at least give him some attention. U got to understand tat over 15 ppl presented today( all did very well) and it was quite stressful to burn my ass off in a small seat. So up went barry and he posed a questions for the audience(i swear nearly all the 15 ppl posed at least one bloody question). When we gave our ans he suddenly stared off into space and said "I see..." Tat triggered off nick's unstoppable laughter and for the rest of barry's talk he was laughing away. I would have stopped him but when i saw how barry was holding his script cards i started laughing with nick. The hold hand was shivering like hell lor. I asked him wat happened he said hand cold.LOL.I noe we get nervous but the eternal shivering hand was really funny. Sorry barry for not giving u much support, but at least u passed. And today i got Yondaime liao. Song! But the price for getting him was two treats to the two bakas who helped me with this new faceliff. I will be broke soon liao. Tom we will all be meeting at Tanah Merah Interchange cause they all wan to study and go eat the food at a "very secret place only i noe". Trust me la guys u will not regret it.Every cent u spend on the food will be wirth like tenfolds la. The food is S class one so relax. I'm gonna stop here, but keep in touch for i will be writing about Interest Friends in my second piece of work 2nd shot at being a wanted criminal. TY
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8/17/2006
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
First before anything i would like to personally thank Ting2 and devilsangelsparadise who help me made my blog sweet sweet. Now u can c my affection for anime(in this case naruto). So alikato to these two genise but no free 100 meals plz i'm broke. So today i would like to talk a bit on friendship. Today i went to devilsangelsparadise's house.Ok he has a cat with properly two glass like eyes tats quite scary and he's mini PS2 got big problems.I said liao u wan anything to do with games come ask the master la. I can give u REALLY good advice on thoses kind of things. So i'll talk on distant friends first. Friends who do NOT choke their friends with a choke hold while they're drinking(u noe who u are) or going around punching ppl, drinking cars like a maniac, stepping ppl's crotch, coming out of hospitals and jails just to whack more ppl(yes u noe who u r too) are insane. But they can still be good friends, in fact for some of u they may be ur close friends or even REAL friends.But distant friends are like touch and go. Its like asking a Dwarfen sniper to assinate an enemy and then running off.Those who dun understand this phrase are those who dun play dota(Defence of the ancients). Heres another example. If u and someone in ur class both board the same bus, someone u just noe by sight and just talk a few times. U both see two empty seats, one before the other, do u A)sit down first and offer tat person to seat beside u, B)just sit down on the edge of the seat and force the person to seat before u, or C)walk away from the person and look for another seat? Most likely if u chose C) u are a really dumbass or bastard. If B)u are telling the person tat u acknowledge him/her but he/she is not worthy enough to be bothered by u. If u chose A) u r basically polient and r interested to at least give the person a shot at being ur friend. Distant friends can be ppl who u dun noe well, but admire or/and respect. To actually noe whether the person is worthy of ur "time" is based on their reaction. A good distant friend is someone who gives u the same amount of respect and admiration as u give tat person. For me a have a good number of distant friends cum interest friends, most in my class and a few gamers around singapore. The most basic thing about friendship is respect. If the person doesnt even give u the slightest, dun bother being distant friends, least good friends. A good distant friends have the most potential of being ur good/real friend. U may not noe ur distant friends very well(obviously sice they are called "distant") but if u choose to develope a friendship via respect and admiration the outcome can be quite pleasant.Always remember tat a good friendship is based on respect for the other/s and have their respect for u as well. Who knows? Maybe ur distant friend right now may end up to be ur future bride/groom? PS: This is just my opinion and not from some national university. Pls dun come looking for me to whack.Any questions plz contact my through comments or email me at alexander2000_565@hotmail.com Remember to tag me or leave a comment Thank You!!!
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8/16/2006
WISHLIST
-22 inche LCD TV screen for my room
-Learn other guitar chords besides
-Heroes V of might and magic:Hammer of Fate(It stills cost $49.90...Go down la idiot)
-Ninja Gaiden 2
-Await the LONG arrival of DOA Code Choronus & DOA 5
-Pass all my tests(mainly Java and Dfund) this semester
(And of course: Enter WCG, find Tetra and defeat him...Sigh )
Everytime we go to Macdonald someone is sure to be made fun of....Right Butterman?
